Mormon Respect

I love going to the temple, and the thing I love most is getting to exercise the priesthood when I perform the secret ordinances for other girls. I've always been jealous of my priesthood leaders' authority. I saw how the women would do anything they asked. How my mom always deferred to my dad. I wondered what the women did when they got called into the bishop's office alone. Did he take advantage of them? I would have done anything to be the bishop! I didn't think it was fair that only the men of the church should get to hold the priesthood and hold the important callings.